You are such a positive
You're so empowering
In your hands I'm quite simply a different instrument
weather:
mood: sleepy
listening to: Of Montreal - Authentic Pyrrhic Remission
reading: nothing
I have found myself very frustrated with people today, and I had to come back to myself and remind myself not to let myself get too angry, and that he wouldn't want me to be upset. I want to try to be levelheaded like he is, I don't want to blow up at little things all the time like I used to. I want to be better, a better person, and just better at handling things.
I love how we're learning from each other
You are such a positive
You're so empowering
In your hands I'm quite simply a different instrument
weather:
mood: sleepy
listening to: Of Montreal - Authentic Pyrrhic Remission
reading: nothing
i've done a lot of thinking as i've put this page together and gathered things up and pondered about zuke and what to add and what to take away. etc etc. mostly thinking about what and why
he's so important to me. zuke that is. i've been going through a lot. it's all been a lot since october of last year.
i'm sitting here listening to hello, good night and the words have never rung truer than they do right now. i've been trying to do my best with what i've got. i'm really glad zuke has found me again during
this time, because i really did need an anchor.
i hope to get back to drawing him more, i need to add an actual gallery to the site so i can post the stuff i draw of him...i'd really like to paint a physical
canvas painting of him sometime. i'll have to see if i have the time for that soon...i'd also really like to get a plush of him made...i'll see about designing a custom thing of him and see if i can work with
someone to make him...we'll see how that goes.
weather: 
mood: sleepy
listening to: The Aquabats - Don't Break My Heart!
reading: back over this entry for spelling mistakes